Feel like crying, but I can't. I just can't.
This hurry sickness and damn busy life is killing me. And I need you.
Long Undisturbed Sleep
As usual, hye!
God! I really need a long hours of quiet, cozy, warm, undisturbed sleep. Please, I just need it to recharge my body. I beg You for this.
It has been awful wicked week. I am tired almost everyday, looking very forward and desperately to be on my bed every night after very tiring day. But, hey, is there any even one relaxing day in this college? No, I guess. Thursday was the wicked of all, programs kept continued from early morning to late night. Phewww.. And on Friday, we had a visit to the place of dead, unclaimed, or maybe unwanted bodies. One thing I regret was no camera is allowed in there. I really wanted to have a pictures with those bodies.
So, there will be be no photo about those dead unclaimed bodies in this post. But, I can share you my experience. We arrived there about 11 a.m and we went straight to the anatomy museum. The first room we visited was the Specimen Room, where you can see the real parts of body in the jars. Lungs, liver, bones, brains, and even the zygotes, fetus, and the embryos. There was a baby, a normal baby boy with the umbilical cord attached to him in the jar. According to the person in charge, nobody claimed the dead mother and the dead baby in her mother's womb. How irony!
I also had the privilege to shake hand with a hand. I mean, just a hand. No body. Just the right hand. I think, it was a male hand, since the hand was way bigger than mine. It is preserved by plasticination, mean the hand was plasticined. I can still see the veins, bones, just like the normal hand. By shaking hand with the hand, it makes the first unknown male hand I shake with. But, it doesn't count since I never know whose hand was it.
Then, we went to the Wet Room Specimen. It is the room where the bodies kept, I mean, the human bodies. The bodies which being cut or already been cut into pieces, but we can still recognize it as a human body. It sounds scary when the lecturer told us about it before we arrived there, but it is not that scary when you at them with your own eyes. One of the advises given by the experienced lecturer was, "Don't look straight to the face. If you could, look at the other parts first". Why??? According to her, we will never forget the face for the rest of my life. SCARY. But when we were there, there was nothing to be worried because, some of the bodies didn't even have the head.
This a once in a lifetime experience, I can say. I saw with my own eyes, how was the real lungs, the hearts, the ribs, the skin being removed from the body, the fat layer under the skin, everything. Of course, those body were all naked, but it was nothing to be ashamed of because we were not going to think of anything but to look at them. I always thinking, the body was once breathing, just like all of us, and he had no idea of being in the anatomy museum after he died and being cut separately. Does anyone thinking about that? Seriously, I don't think so. Sometimes, I feel pity to them, but sometimes, I think if there is no body in there, how could we learn about the human anatomy? Book alone is just not enough.
We arrived college at dusk, and really really tired. But, I didn't stop there, I still got a meeting at night about the sports stuff. Then, I ended up went to bed tired, sleepy, no mood at all. I hate going into bed unhappy, because it makes me feel even more tired when I wake up. And, it proven when I woke up this morning, even more tired and lazy. I had to get up for the 5 km cross-country. Uggghhh.
Now, here I am, on my cozy bed, the place I love the most..at least in this college. Cramping leg, aching body, heavy mind, missing someone. I just need to shut down for a little while. All I need is a long, undisturbed sleep. And you, no matter how busy I am, you are always in my mind and my heart. Get well soon.
"I pray hard for you."
My Books, My World.
Hye!
Phew! It's been a very busy week. I hate it when my minor subject is "overacting" way more than my major subject. I am major in Math and only Math deserves to turn my life upside down, which is not yet so far. And English included too since it is my minor. No other subject is allowed to do that.
I just printed all the material needed for my assignment. Feels so good to date my bed and Mr. Lappy. And books are all over my bed. Novels of course. Did I tell you about my new novels??? I've found the other Cathy Glass' novel which I waited for it for so long. 8 out of 10. Just two more to go and I'm dying to get them.
Cathy Glass-Hidden. It is such a true heartbreaking story of Tayo.
As I scrolled down the Cathy Glass' official website, I did notice I still haven't her "My Dad is a Policeman" novel. It makes a new list in my shopping cart to the bookstore. And guess what? I found Cathy's new novel and I can't wait to have it. "A Baby's Cry", sounds even more interesting. I don't believe in making wishes on shooting star, but if I had one chance to have the wish granted, I would wish for these two books.
A new shopping list for the next visit to the bookstore.
I'm finished two novels now, and currently reading one, all of them is about neglected child who come to the foster carer. I don't have any idea why I fond this type of novel so much. I think it makes me understand child better, which is important for me as a teacher and mum-to-be. It also makes me realize that sometimes people can be so mean. And blind. Most of the time, idiot.
Both are true stories, both are heartbreaking and both are inspiring.
You know, I should let u take a look at my collections of novels.
These are my Cathy Glass' before I bought "Hidden". Plus "Hidden" it makes 8.
These are my Diary of a Wimpy Kids collections. There is one more in stores right now,"Cabin Fever", it comes in hard cover. I don't want the hard cover one.
The I-must-get-one-before-it's-too-late.
My comics. It's been quite a while since I last updated them.
I just love reading and sometimes I dream of having a weeding in a bookstore!
You know what? We made some plum pickle on Tuesday evening and today is Thursday. I can tell you it taste good since my lecturer said so. Credit to Jamilah, Kak Ody, and I. I just love all these sour food and I can finish it all in a second.
Our glory! - Kak Ody, Jamilah and I
Ok, it's too long now. Till then. Bye.
“The more that you read, the more things you will know. The more that you learn, the more places you'll go.” ― Dr. Seuss, I Can Read With My Eyes Shut!
“Books are the quietest and most constant of friends; they are the most accessible and wisest of counselors, and the most patient of teachers.” ― Charles William Eliot
Bollywood Time
Hello all.
Ok. I am bored. I got piles of undone work, and yet I am still bored.
I'm not going to tell you about Bollywood movie here. You can go watch by yourself. I just want to tell you about my classmates. About their craziness of Bollywood movies, as well as Bollywood songs. They are just crazy about those.
It was all revealed when one of the girls played the song. I can't recall what song was it, but I am more than sure it was a Bollywood song. Then, came the other girls who wished to play their favorite song. And it went on and on. Needless to say, I was one of them.
The Bollywood queen in our class, no doubt Radiah a.k.a Kak ody. She is the best among the best when it comes to Bollywood. She is like the encyclopedia of Bollywood movies and songs, I can say. She has them all in her mind. How amazing! And, thanks to her, she was the one who introduced me "3 Idiot" which is one of my favorite.
This film is different, I can tell you. Even boys watch this, if you know what I mean.
There is only one movie Kak Ody don't know which I know. Hahhhah. At last. Unfortunately, I didn't watch it till the end, but it still counts. It is Wake Up, Sid!
I was so sleepy when I watched this. It was indeed a very good story to watch, plus Sid is very oh-my-God-so-gorgeous, but when I realized I couldn't be seen sleepy in front of the teachers and students at the school the next morning, i decided to sleep. It was close enough to the end, but I don't know how close is close enough. I really want to watch the end. It's good for the guys to watch this, so that they know what responsible is.
Most of the Bollywood movie is about love, which can obviously be seen. Just name it, and it is all about love. All the Shah Rukh Khan, Salman Khan, Saif Ali Khan movies, most of them are all about love. I am in love with a movie which Ameer Khan is the hero, and it is none about love. It is about special kid, Ishaan. I am attracted to how the teacher could make it everything possible for this special child.
With a super-duper hot teacher like him, even I can learn a lot faster!
I've been searching info about this Bollywood thing, and when this shows up, I can't help but laugh.
LOL! It's true, indeed!
Rancho - 3 Idiots:
“Never study to be successful. Study for self-efficiency.”
“Make Your Passion, Your Profession”
A Blast to Remember
Hye.
It was a superb weekend I had and there's no way I could forget it. My classmates and I went to Shah Alam. We went to the Bukit Cerakah, which I didn't really happy to be there. It was not my kind of place, I think. And maybe, there was another reason for that. Here is my report of my super duper awesome journey.
We went into the 4 seasons house, but unfortunately, it was only the winter season when we went in. It was full of flowers, and it smells like flower everywhere. The only thing which made me very excited was the tulips. Yeah, I love tulips.
It was only a room large, but it was a breathtaking one.
Then, at night, we went to the i-City. It was a fun place to go. The main aim is the SNOW WALK, which I couldn't wait to be there.
With my besties. The one that hiding was Dini, my mentor's daughter.
The Smurf
Busy texting.
As we entered the i-City, we saw a lot of games with a lot of prizes. I really wanted to try a game which you had to throw rings in the bottle mouth so that you could win a teddy bear. I thought it was easy, but after some people tried it out, I realized it was harder than it looked.
It was few times bigger than me, and I want it. I want somebody to play the game someday, and I just want the teddy bear.
It was light everywhere in the i-City.
Dini and me.
I like this picture.
With one of my girls, Dayah. Kinda blur, but I like this picture too. Why?? She's way taller than I am, but in this picture I look almost as tall as her. Of course, she bended her knee.
Then, we entered the SNOW WALK. I really had a blast in there. I love cold places, I love the snow, and it was my first snow ever. It was extremely cold in there that the smoke coming out when we talked.
My first snow ever. Im looking very foward to have the first real snow.
Our first picture in the snow. Nerds.
This is my favorite. The first time I looked at this, I wondered why did I make this kind of face? The face expression of satisfaction which you usually make after you kill your worst enemy ever. Did i just say "usually"? How "usually" you kill your worst enemy?
Okey. Im tired of having fun.
There are lot more I want to share, but I think it is too long now. Till the next time. Bye.
“There is no pleasure in having nothing to do; the fun is having lots to do and not doing it. ”
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